This week I re-enter the corporate world after many years of working from home and for myself. Not something I expected or wanted to do at mid age.
However, I am really looking forward to it. There is something to be said about feeling needed and being productive for someone other than oneself.
The flex time was nice but being in business for oneself is not all that.... In today's economy it is a great struggle and I am extremely grateful for the opportunity to work for someone else when there are so many people out of work.
These past months my emotions ran the gamut from fear and panic to faith and belief in my
ability to support myself in a way that I would be happy and content. In the
depths of my soul, I believe that things happen at the right time and life
always comes through when you need it, but it doesn't always appear that way and
it is definately not on MY timetable. But, for sure, one just has to believe and
have faith. And of course, take action....
Any positive action. Like attracts like, and even when you feel you are not
accomplishing anything, the action itself is enough. Thinking depressed
thoughts and doing nothing is what holds back the winds of change.
Emotionally, after over three years being divorced, I can see the truth of what others saw before me. Okay, so I'm a little slow sometimes.... [Don't tell my new employer] LOL