Dear Diary: The Earthquake of my Heart

Was it obvious in my posts?  I don't think so. Did the fairies come down during
my writing break and sprinkle me with fairy dust to cause everything to change? 
I didn't feel it.  Did my spirit become possessed with another?  That seems more
accurate as I have not had these kinds of feelings and sensations for quite some
time.  In fact, I didn't think I was even capable of them anymore.   

They say if you want to make God laugh, "Tell
him your plans."  Well, he must be ROTFLOL (rolling on the floor laughing out
loud) right now.

"I am woman, hear me roar!" Yes, peepers I
actually have the tingles, anxiousness and butterflies of a teenage girl. Where
they came from, I am not quite sure, but they certainly hit like an earthquake,
quick and unexpected.

Where they will actually lead, who
knows, but I am now very sure that I can still feel them.  At one time I thought
love, sex and attraction was for the young.  As I said, God is laughing quite
loudly.

So for those divorced from a lifetime,
feeling as if the hopes, dreams, goals, femininity, excitement, love and
attraction divorced you too, whether or not you are content in those feelings as
I was or if you are missing them, here's to you and to the time when your
earthquake hits without warning.