So, as I was saying.... I wondered if I could continue the "no unknown in my life attitude" once I started purging everything that seemed to represent my life.... But amazingly enough, I feel immensely freer. Even discarding items that I thought meant so much to me, hasn't attributed to any feeling of loss. Of course, there are some items I couldn't yet part with as they either are part of my son or my parents, but departing from everything else, feels like a cleansing. And some important items went to people that are special to me, so that makes me smile.
Time is getting closer and closer for a major change in my life and I look forward to the new adventure. Okay, so I'm a little slow but better late than never.
Recently I became aware that although most people believe me to be an extrovert, I am actually and outgoing introvert. Very different animals, but what a light it shed on my personality for me and for people around me. I am NOT anti social as some co workers have joked. As a matter of fact, if you meet me in a different surrounding, such as the dance studio, I can be EXTREMELY social. An explanation from the "outgoing introvert" list is that I am not anti social, I am SELECTIVELY social. Yeah, that's it.
More enlightening is that the outgoing introvert is very comfortable being alone. I always have been, hence the delay in moving on. That, of course, is not to say I like being alone all the time. I've just enjoyed the choice of when and where and how often. NO, I'm NOT controlling... Okay, well just a little. (At least with my own life and choices).
But as the world changes with the wind, so does my life, and I welcome it. Namaste...